Cutie pie~

So I'm making progress on my little girl! She looks more and more like herself but there is still one very important piece missing... her wig! I hope it comes in this week atleast because it makes me really asfhgadak with her all bald! But I still think she looks cute! Look at here pretty new eyes!

2 Months ago...

It's been 2 months since I stopped eating candy. It hasn't been that difficult in the long run! The only thing I've noticed is that it gets really hard when something is emotionally challenging! For example when I had that "out of this world essay" to write. I was so down and even cried at one point. At that time I was craving sweets so so so bad!! It felt like if I just could have some chocolate or chips everything would be easier, the problems would go away. Well, we all know that's not true. It really shows just how much treats controls my mind. I think alot of other people have this problem aswell.
That's why I'm still doing this. At some points I've been just like "Fuck it! I'm gonna eat some cookies RIGHT NOW! I give up!" but then, even though it's only been 2 months, I think about how far I've come and that if I do that now, all of it would have been for nothing. Or am I even doing something that will benefit me in the end? Sometimes I ask myself why I still do this, life is too short and one should indulge in it all instead of restraining oneself this way. It's only half a year though, does it even matter? I don't know.
All I know is that I started this and I'm almost halfway, why not just do it? That's pretty much what I think of it right now. Just get it over with.

Here's an example of what I had to endure watching other people eat...

I'm not gonna lie...it was pretty painfull...

MOMO-CHAN!

 

 

Bye bye boys~

So I've made a big decision! It's time to say farewell to Dominic and Shinji~ These boys have given me so much but I don't feel like I can give them anything back anymore. Therefore I have decided to sell them to someone who will! I love them but they're just to big for me.

With the money from the boys I've bought myself a new little darling which I hope is more in my size range.

She's a cute little 26.5cm girl from Dollzone and I fell in love with her the very first time I laid my eyes on her~ Cutest little peach I've ever seen!! I think I'm going to name her Momo-chan >w<

This is what I'm planning for her, she's going to be my little pastel princess!!~ Maybe I'll buy some other cool "punky" outfits for her later on but this is how I picture her in my head right now. So cute >w<!!

Can't wait to get her home!!<3

Dots, dots everywhere!

 Well... yeah... that's about it.

Japanese history 'n' Pokémon!

 

Hi guys! What are you up to?

Downloaded a bunch of funny fonts to my computer, will be playing around with them on the blog alot tehe~ I'm really in love with anything creepy/cute at the moment(damn you Tumblr) so this font suits me perfectly!

The weather has been shit so I've just been laying in bed all day.

Have been studying today! We have a major exam coming up this month and it's making me nervous!! Page after page about old japanese history! Samurais, different periods, politics, religion, culture, so on and so forth. History has never been my thing though...

Better get everything right hehe...^^'''

  No but really, I do... I think...

 Anyway, I've also been playing Pokémon rumble today which calmes me down a bit haha! They are just sooo cute!! I want to have 'em all!! Can I please? In the beginning I thought the game was too easy but it's slowly starting to challenge me more and more! Guh @_@''

But it's really cute and fun!

BEST CONCERT OF MY LIFE- MSI

 Went to Brewhouse in Gothenburg today to see MSI!!!!!

This was the supportband called Julien-K, never heard them before but they were really amazing!!... and the singer was pretty hot...

MINDLESS SELF INDULGANCE!!

I've been listening to these guys since I was about 15 years old, I still can't believe I got to see them. Seriously the best concert I've ever been to! We were in front row so they were soooo close to us! I seriously groped Jimmy... 

Whaat?! He was standing right in front of me with no shirt on, doing his sexy-hump-dance... what was I suppose to do? He he he he... *perv*

ME AND JIMMY!!

(Look at my silly face... if I was happier my head would explode x'D)

TANIEL AND KITTY!

The live was amazing and afterwards they all got of stage hugging and kissing their fans... never experienced anything like it. I was so freaking happy. Steve was flirting with me!! He asked what ethnicity I was and when I said half filipino he said "AH I knew it! Half filipino and so beautiful!" He also said that I was his cute little kitty but I shouldn't tell anyone hahaha! I got alot of kisses from him tehehe~ *Sandra melting away*

When I hugged Lyn-Z she told me she loved swedes because we're so tall! I got to talk some with Kitty aswell and wow was I surprised to hear that she LOVES K-pop!! She wanted to see BIG BANG on tour but she couldn't because of their own tour!

 The tour shirt is so fucking COOL!!

Today was crazy, one of the best days of my life. Thank you MSI for being so fucking awesome and nice to your fans! I LOVE YOU!!

Halloween@Gretas~

Had a great time with friends last night! Halloween party at Gretas!

 In progress~

I don't even know what I was, some kind of latex geisha x'D

 Darkyy~

Ella and dear friend Jigsaw @_@''''

There was alot of people, it was hot!! and even hotter because of my latex outfit x'D

 Awesome glow in the Darky~ ;3

There was alot of cool halloween costumes but it was so dark I couldn't get any good photos unfortunately^^''

Thursdays events~

 

Hello~  It's just getting colder and colder and I don't like it. Accept for the fact that I get to wear my warm and cute coat tihi~

Yesterday, before school, I went to the gym for the very first time! I tried the group training indoor walking and well... it was exhausting... that's the point right haha? Anyway, I really liked the gym and I'm sooo motivated! Let's do thiis!!~ I'm gonna go there two or three times a week next time I'm gonna try step up!

After school Taniel-san treated me to some food and then a movie. Look at that plate! it's too much haha, I couldn't finish it all but it was really good and Ted was hilarious!! When we sat there waiting for the movie to begin a dad came in with his two sons, probably 8 to 10 years old, and I thought to myself "Wow you think this is going to be a children's movie?" as the movie began and all the cursing, sex, drug, hooker and all other "not suitable for children scenes" came on I just sat there thinking about what that dad(and his kids) were thinking at that moment haha. Not that I think the kids understood it all but the movie was probably pretty boring for them.

Until next time<3